Undoing the Undone

Undoing the Undone

I walk along the borderline and delve softly into your world,

Where whispering winds with breath so light cause tender thoughts to whirl.

And heartbeats sound so softly forth, creating the gentlest light,

The silent tweets from secret beaks, strange feelings do incite.

I breathe the deepening sough o' flowing seas and sigh,

I feel your presence seeping through from somewhere way up high.

Unopened eyes peer through at me and see right past my smile,

I wonder where I came like this and left again tensile.

The tiny crystal dewdrop forms upon my brow,

And I feel the cooling pink-tint grass penetrate my vow.

Oh where again shall end this walk that brings me far from home?

To feel the cloudy grip of heat that by my side does roam.

At longest last depart my way and let me drift in peace,

To fall complete into your arms, my race to finally cease.

Warrior Princess

I Will Not Follow Ye!

I Will Not Follow Ye!

I will not be ruled by a heart wrenching pull of forceless wonderment which causes my stomach to churn and my head implode,

I will not accept that I cannot exist in the freefall life which I have accepted and which the Powers-That-Be have long imposed.

I will not be moved to the senseless nonsense of being ruled by a vagina or controlled by the physical explosion of a hormonal reaction,

I will not join in the remorseless games of the 'I-am-slut' brigade nor wallow in the shallows that drown the 'I-hate-men' faction.

I will continue to enjoy all that my life offers me and I will thank God every day that I do have to suffer the shit which I once endured,

I will accept that the actions and reactions of my present life are merely the end result of many unwept emotions that are now obscurred.

I will hold my head high and let it be known that I do not need to conform to be happy nor play the endless thankless games of love to feel complete,

Let it be known that I AM happy to live a life free of all the hogwashed churned out balderdash which always eternally ends in deceit.

Warrior Princess

Cherry Blossom Wish

Cherry Blossom Wish

The heavy scent of lilies hangs in the evening haze,

The cherry blossom petals swirl a dancing craze,

As the sun begins to set upon a fading line,

Once again your eyes prey dark within my mind.

I watch the day draw to a peaceful end,

And all around me the darkness doth decend,

It covers all from low to high,

And drags me deep into its sigh,

It blocks my sight and blots my thoughts,

In its depts my dreams are wrought.

I wonder why I do this all again,

Playing hopscotch with the wish within my zen,

Deep within I know that this could never be,

For somewhere long ago I simply lost the key.

I do not know the numerous complicated ways,

Nor the meandering paths of many a modern craze.

I never learnt the rules,

Nor ever acquired the tools,

I do not know how to progress,

Eternally caught in an overiding regress.

I watch the swirling confetti dance 

As tiny petals wave to the branch

The careful creep of an empty evening chill

Echoes of a sad uneasy shill.

The breath within my breast chokes forth,

My throat constricts allowing food no more,

I spin beneath a thousand whirring chakras,

Hurtling through unending realms of akrasia,

I hope to hit the bottom soon,

Dashed upon the rocks my body strewn.

The shadows deepen, my heart concedes,

My overarching brain agrees, 

But deep within  a hidden depth of deathly shadows,

Lurks the tentative calyx  of a microcosmic meadow,

Awaiting footfalls unfelt,

Of he who is indwelt,

And here within the Hope of Evermore,

Like swirling petals to the gods implore.

Warrior Princess